Went to town today with steph. Bought a tee from m-industries, ate, than left for home.
Hais, im feeling so so down. Today is me and hubby 7th month together, and he totally slept through it. He said he would meet me today, i was so happy! Because through out the 7 months that we have been together, we only spent 4 twentysixes together. It might not mean much to him, but it means alot to me. He woke up at 5+ and i was already at plaza singapura. I was angry, but i forgave him. He told me to go and find him at sin ming, but i told him i had no money. After reaching home, i called him. He just scolded me over and over again when i did nothing wrong. I called crush and talked to her abt smth and asked him to wait for awhile, and when i put the phone down with crush, he started scolding me. Than obviously with an attitude like mine, i shouted back at him, than he said, ' YOU THINK YOU AH LIAN I SCARED AH'. Please! Firstly, i did not say i was one, and i was NEVER one. I was still disappointed that he didnt meet up with me today and he still had to add on to it. Everything i said, he had something to shoot me back. HAIS. And some bitch email-ed me and jio me out to settle some things. I don`t know who it is because no name or number was given. The person asked me to go centerpoint on 31st october,Monday at 12pm and said if i didn`t turn up, i was humji. I said ok, i would turn up. I told hubby abt it, and guess what he said? 'AIYA, you all zabor taiji call me go down i also cannot do anything' It hurt me so so much.Im his GF, even if there was nth he could do, the least he could do was to accompany me, but NO! he doesnt want to accompany me because he said we would get dua-ed and he also said tht there was nth he could do. I sometimes really feel like giving up this relationship of ours, because i no longer can feel his love or care towards me, but i don`t, i try to put in more into this relationship and the more i put in, the less he would love me. SOMEONE TELL ME WHY. Everytime i see couples going out tgt, i feel jealous. YES, i know i have a bf too so why should i feel jealous, well, i feel jealous because MY bf doesnt wanna accompany me. In this 7 month relationship, the furthest we went was pasir ris, and of cause, with his friends. Whenever we go out, there is nothing called 'er ren shi jie' because there would ALWAYS be his whole bunch of friends. And whenever im with he and his friends, I NEVER complain AT ALL. But when i want him to accompany me with my friends, his complaints is countless. HAIS. I REALLY DON`T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE.
IM SAD. ( ::'-':: )
Hais, im feeling so so down. Today is me and hubby 7th month together, and he totally slept through it. He said he would meet me today, i was so happy! Because through out the 7 months that we have been together, we only spent 4 twentysixes together. It might not mean much to him, but it means alot to me. He woke up at 5+ and i was already at plaza singapura. I was angry, but i forgave him. He told me to go and find him at sin ming, but i told him i had no money. After reaching home, i called him. He just scolded me over and over again when i did nothing wrong. I called crush and talked to her abt smth and asked him to wait for awhile, and when i put the phone down with crush, he started scolding me. Than obviously with an attitude like mine, i shouted back at him, than he said, ' YOU THINK YOU AH LIAN I SCARED AH'. Please! Firstly, i did not say i was one, and i was NEVER one. I was still disappointed that he didnt meet up with me today and he still had to add on to it. Everything i said, he had something to shoot me back. HAIS. And some bitch email-ed me and jio me out to settle some things. I don`t know who it is because no name or number was given. The person asked me to go centerpoint on 31st october,Monday at 12pm and said if i didn`t turn up, i was humji. I said ok, i would turn up. I told hubby abt it, and guess what he said? 'AIYA, you all zabor taiji call me go down i also cannot do anything' It hurt me so so much.Im his GF, even if there was nth he could do, the least he could do was to accompany me, but NO! he doesnt want to accompany me because he said we would get dua-ed and he also said tht there was nth he could do. I sometimes really feel like giving up this relationship of ours, because i no longer can feel his love or care towards me, but i don`t, i try to put in more into this relationship and the more i put in, the less he would love me. SOMEONE TELL ME WHY. Everytime i see couples going out tgt, i feel jealous. YES, i know i have a bf too so why should i feel jealous, well, i feel jealous because MY bf doesnt wanna accompany me. In this 7 month relationship, the furthest we went was pasir ris, and of cause, with his friends. Whenever we go out, there is nothing called 'er ren shi jie' because there would ALWAYS be his whole bunch of friends. And whenever im with he and his friends, I NEVER complain AT ALL. But when i want him to accompany me with my friends, his complaints is countless. HAIS. I REALLY DON`T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE.
IM SAD. ( ::'-':: )
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